Friday, January 28, 2005

Thinking Too Much

I know I think way too much. I over analyze just about everything and I do what I can to control it. But today, today I said something aloud to someone that made me realize this and I hate that I've realized it. It will be a long time before I give my heart to anyone again. Before I allow someone to hold it close and either take it for what it's worth or break it. And I HATE that I've realized that.

Saturday, January 01, 2005


Not that I have to make it official by announcement but I've decided to make some life changes. Resolutions if you'd like but changes nonetheless. I'm resolving to make more time for true friends, to laugh often and to think things through carefully before I speak. I'm resolving to stand up for myself and speak up when it's necessary to do so. I'm going to spend more time with me and less time re-arranging my schedule for others. I'm going to put myself out there and meet new people and see what happens. Life happens to you whether you're awake or asleep, so you may as well be in the moment while you can.

My time has to be now!